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Hello cynical self, it's been a long time! Most of the stuff around here's been pretty optimistic, hasn't it?
Time to inject some cynicism back! Woohoo!
Someone up there (I don't care if his name's God or not) is seriously f**king around with someone's mind.
In, split second, out again.
A little too "wham, bam, thank you ma'am!" doncha think?
Not that I was abso-totally-lutely optimistic and happy about it in the first place...but it really borders on insanity la.
It's like a truncated instant-reply of kirk+Qi.
"Hey we're together!"
"Hey we're not anymore..."
I guess this is where I thank you for keeping me updated, and i should be thankful for being updated, no matter how potentially upsetting either news was to me. That much, I do and sincerely thank you for. For trying to include me in your life, telling me about it all.
Yesyes, I shouldn't pass judgment etc etc...CANNOT HELP IT LA. I'm only human...
So lalala, here ends my gripe.
And an update on current status:
still single sorry, wrong one. still that but that's not my point.
My hair is straight and black again.
But excuse the comparison, but it looks a little too freakily like younger-sister-Simpson's =x (the hair, doofus, not the face or bod.) damn. and that silly hairdresser (who was friendly) lopped off too much of the length. now it's gonna curl again. GARGH.
In the meantime, go check out Agagooga's rebonding. i'm sure you'll love it =)
Posted at 11:20 pm by fayeth
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This is the first quiz I've done in awhile.
And I only did it because it's by Kenny (of kennysia.com fame)
Congratulations fayeth, you are...
You are independent, smart and beautiful. Its too bad you don't see that yourself because life's little difficulties brought down a lot of your self confidence. As a result, you talk cryptic and you don't trust people easily. You care a lot for your friends and your loved ones, sometimes even more than you care for yourself, although they don't always seem to appreciate it. Don't let that affect you. As the saying goes, you don't miss the water till the well runs dry. So hang in there, you're a star in the making.
Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?
double plug because Scarlett Ting's in there.
Let's not talk about accuracy. This was funny just to do.
If you're wondering why my letter to the US hasn't materialised, it's because I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE TO YOU =x
Posted at 09:16 pm by fayeth
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What a difference a day makes... ...24 little hours...
hmm...
If has become maybe has become probably and finally become when.
Any of you know what I'm talking about? =)
Posted at 04:32 pm by fayeth
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The thing about taking Biodiversity and Conservation Biology last semester was that it opened my eyes to the world and the horrifying sight humans have become.
I guess individually, we're not much of a threat.
But with companies, support, power.
Dem's da shitez man.
Heard of open source codes?
How about open source life?
Read it.
In fact, read this too.
How do people sleep, knowing they've done things like that?
He's a pharking farmer, you're a pharking big corporation. Blardee shit of a bully you guys are.
When did the creator give you the permission to patent his creations.
Even though you genetically engineered it, technically they are still his creations because you are an employee of his, and you engineered it under his employment, therefore the patent rights belong to him, not you.
As your creator, he created your mind, without which you could never have engineered the variant.
Therefore they are still his. Not yours.
Someone said I was too socially/others oriented when it came to issues like these.
But no, I'm not perfect, I'm not sacrificial, I'm nowhere near that, no matter how much I will ever strive.
And no, because...
Well, does any one of you out there feel your eyes beginning to flood because there're people like that in the world?
Posted at 02:59 pm by fayeth
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wonky tong:
Waiting for the heart to skip
" Maybe, I don't have to feel hot for a guy to enter a relationship with him. My heart doesn't have to skip a beat. Maybe, I don't have to care so much about whether we have common interest, things to talk about.
However, does it mean that I will not suffer any heartache, since I'm being adored or loved? Do I simply smile my way into the relationship? Will I be showered with love, hugs and kisses perpetually?
Someone who makes your heart skip, doesn't necessarily want to be with you, for you didn't make his/her heart skip. Or, someone whom you love is no longer available, because he/she has already found someone else. So what do you do?"
Cowboy Caleb:
Judas, Here, There And Everywhere
" There are so many of us looking for our freedom. Sometimes I wonder, what on earth are we running from? While you’re running, why not think about what you’re leaving behind - both the people and the things that once mattered so much. Just stop and think about it."
We've both moved on.
Currently on different platforms in terms of being with and not being with.
I'm glad for the other, knowing that the other's probably happy now.
But where does that leave me? =)
I'm still trying to figure out where I stand in all this...
Posted at 11:41 am by fayeth
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This is what happens when I am in a foul mood
@ work. do not msg. says:
I TELL U AH
this morning damn pissed
because of the stupid chao gin nahs (from a certain institution along my route)
who take the seats
and I bloody can't get any seats till after Ngee Ann
nevermind.
Today, Lao Niang take revenge.
Lao Niang Stand Tall Stand Proud in front of the chao gin nahs. And Lao Niang whip out my SUPER CHIO AND FUNKY PURPLE ZEN NEEON
can see the chao gin nahs eye big big flash
MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH
Yes, I do realise I sound psychotic. I do. I really do.
Posted at 11:53 am by fayeth
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It was a good day at work (other than the dizzy spell, nausea, and the eventual vomiting, followed by 4hrs of feeling like all energy had been sapped from my limbs and muscles).
But you know what made me feel better?
Meeting up with my boys.
Who?
Chris and Dar lor. My CD.
Okok, cannot claim at will.
But yeah, meeting the two of them cheered me up significantly (and you added on to the effect, Sha!), enough for me to try to eat dinner. I spent most of the time distributing my sausages to the rest of them, and ended up giving about half of the original portion to Dar because I just felt like throwing up after a few bites. I did eat Sha's vegetables though - so that's good news (to whom, I dunno).
Reminiscing at Burger King, the boys managed to volunteer some pretty embarrassing info, especially with regards to our early friendship on IRC (#scgs!). From why they went there to who they thought was hot, and why. I don't think most of this was anything new to me, since I've mostly listened to these stories before, but I doubt they'd ever heard each other's stories ;p
Am looking at a pretty difficult decision now, being both a blessing (enough to make me want to treat them to dinner) and a conundrum (what to do???). Thanks dar, for sounding me out on your view thoroughly - gave me some perspective. [yeah, I almost walked out of the cab when the cabby kept asking us if the two destinations were gonna be far apart. like, what kind of attitude man.]
So yeah, thanks today especially to my two "xiao di"s. I hope you don't mind me claiming you two as my boys =p If I weren't so "old", I'd call you two my "bruddas", but too bad, I'm old(er). Typical bully eh? =) It was a great time with the two of you, though I was tired and a little worse for wear. Thanks for being by me back when I needed each of you most - I hope I've at least done enough by you as well. I don't want this to turn mushy, so I'll stop it here. Anything else I wanna say, I'll probably mail you personally =p
Speaking of which, I owe yc some fan mail. Maybe I'll bring my pen and stationery to the wedding dinner of (goodness knows which relative) which I've to attend with my mum tomorrow, and pen my fan mail to you. Maybe I'll bring the vulgar card I bought for you to write on, and irritated everyone else. Either way, I'll try and squeeze a letter out this weekend for your entertainment. Do u know how much it costs to send a letter to the US?
Posted at 02:53 am by fayeth
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The Pampered and Scared Singaporean 
If only I'd known what life would be outside the boundaries - I'd never have tried to escape.
Posted at 12:31 am by fayeth
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No Cs this time,
but hey,
No more Honours either.
Yeah, it's frustrating. Having worked hard and pretty much consistently for the whole semester. Especially frustrated with my marketing module result, but I won't say it's entirely unexpected, due to certain reasons. Bad results for APB was unexpected though..
But hey. It's over, it's over. Life zooms on...
at least I didn't fail Finance and Managerial Accounting. I didn't even come close to failing those =p
Sadly, USP is my only saving grace. Well, as much of a saving grace as others come. I'm thinking of taking a non-USP, non-biz module next semester, one of those easy ones, just to see if my brain has degenerated as badly as my results say, or if it's just that I'm not balancing out my bad biz results with ultra-A cross facs
Posted at 09:02 pm by fayeth
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Ms USA: She has a really hourglass figure, but the dress was just so wrong.....And she walks like a gorilla, and she looked like she was dragging the train of her evening gown with her leg and...............
Ms Venezuela: Whoa hot mama! Did you see the evening gown?? did you did you??
Well, did you??
Ms Dominican Republic & Ms Switzerland: They have...
bodies this long: <-->
Legs this long: <------------>
Ms Canada: The official dress for this pageant made everyone look like they had breast implants (including our girl), but the winner managed to look FLAT still...That is an achievement...
Ms China: Hair colour very ah lian leh...
Posted at 12:21 am by fayeth
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